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| I have many assignments to do, bits and pieces to thread
together, but I always say “I’ll do it later”. However, I have been putting
back trying to communicate with God and busy-ing myself with mundane
procrastinating.
I’ve always told myself and others when asked about my many
jobs and uni and life that “It’s something I do. It’s something I can balance.”
True, but I had my priorities in different orders. It’s so easy to just shrug
off what you need to do, and “do it later”. That “later”, of course never
comes.
So obviously, my quitting of Esprit just doesn’t come like
that. I suppose it was only time before I gathered my head and came to realization
with the immediacy of today. I had been waiting for God’s sign though, because
it was “easy money” so I was still contemplating whether I should stay or go.
However, the sign came in the form of a phone call and I feel like this weight
has just been lifted off my shoulder. I had been hating work since the new
manager had arrived, because I don’t understand why telling the truth is not
appreciated, or why manipulating and backstabbing makes you a better person. It’ll
all go back to bite her ass anyway.
So with this sudden free time, it felt good to return to
church on Sundays, to emerge myself into what I had been neglecting and to
focus on what was necessary. Study was something that lacked my interest, but
this semester has been crazy, so I actually have time to concentrate with my
short attention span. God’s plan (y)
So enough of the self reflexivity, and on with the mindless
stuff. - youth group "beach outing" at my place on good friday. i now know how to operate my BBQ! YAY.
apistia, horses, interpretive dance. We need to do hot pot guys!
- spam TRIANGLE + kang + jezza outing. fiery asses anyone? Happy birthday venus too <3
- sister's birthday on friday . buffet = jenny & sandy eating enough to feed 2 african families. mad family outing though. It's been a while.
- im not bad at punctuation! its just that this layout only allows for small caps :(
- lol saw rhiannon from SYTYCD at ingleburn station wearing orange trackies similar to my brother's PJs...
- YAY for jack for winning. Kate was awesome too <3
- i love sunsets. good ol' eagleview road
- dinner with janette,thuy,karen,christina,linda. Thanks for driving and finding me at villawood karen! IT WAS SO SCAry and dark!. sif bankstown trains operate from ingleburn! :(
- alex/sam/karen's bday. Thanks trinh for escorting me, although im not sure you were in a condition to do so. "MY WATER BROKE"
- 10 weeks till nowra kids!
must return to eating chilli twisties from asia. nosebleeds galore.
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| so its been a while since i've put fingers to keyboard and blogged. i suppose procrastination REALLY gets you nowhere with your studies. A lot has happened since last semester. I dont remember much but it's already April and i dont know where my life went.
Clinical placement may have taken up 6 weeks of my life and holidays, but it just gave me the BEST experience at Liverpool Hospital. Sure old people smell, are grumpy but sometimes you get patients who are so grateful when all you are doing is just plain radiography. It also opens your eyes to the sort of human behaviour that is out there in the world. Babies being run over by lawn mowers, aishun ganduhs punching walls. LOL. However it has made me really paranoid about growing old. I dont want to be an old lady with dogs [since i hate cats] and i dont want to lie in hospital with other miserable, sick people with MRSA and scabies. Yum. hehe nish's lead protection ;)
SOUNDWAVE! awesome festival. Was very emo when i missed most of Boys Like Girls because we were trying to squeeze through the puny entrance with other 14y.o oversizedsunglassesRaben-toting teenyboppers of both sexes. Got to see them perform Thunder and The Great Escape but a little piece of me died because i didnt see them perform Hero/Heroine. I got burnt like a nigga and i have the worst singlet tan because i didnt know they provided sunscreen till it was too late. I am now more filipino :) The portaloos were plentiful which meant that they werent GROSS although i DID have to wipe pee off the seat. The food was ridiculously priced. The lines were ridiculously long, all the way to China!The alcohol was ridiculously expensive, so it was cheaper to drink beer then water..
Thanks to Anne & Miko who drove us back to the Burn. Caramel waffle cones are the sex. I love blue sky. I love bogan drinking! AHAHAH
  
Paintball! I didnt want to get hurt, but that Warren, the sneaky son of a gun decides to shoot us from the back. All i can say is WATCH OUT. Met Vickie's speech path friends who realllly enjoy dragging out SANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDY. But they're a nice bunch of people. I get to see Vickie around uni, but we have so different timetables that its only a greeting rather than hanging out.
It's been an up and down rollercoaster ride as of yet.
Currently am hating uni because it's a waste of my time. The lecturers suck balls and I am constantly writing my own notes or staring blankly into space or playing Phoenix Wright.I do need my degree though. I suppose it's only 1.5 more years and then i can say SO LONG SUCKERS unless i pursue postgrad study. Or we should as Kim says "quit and go to beauty school!" My SUPER5GIRLS [LOLOLOLOLOL] are awesome despite clinical problems.It could have been better or worse, but NOWRA here we come!
I had to say goodbye to my doggy which sucked. The night before we said goodbye, i could hear her whining in the laundry and it was raining outside. I went inside to visit her and once she saw me, she scoffed all her food down. She hadnt eaten all day and she was so pleased to see me, she slept on my lap. It made me feel so emotional :( She wouldnt have been so aggressive to males if her previous fucking international students didnt torture her :( It makes me angry that people who have money to spend think they can get away with anything. I hate it. I hate how people ask me why i work so much. I hate how those people have their parents to pay their HECS or to support them when we graduate. I hate people recently. hahah so much hate in the world. I havent felt so emo since HSC year. Gross. FATTIES, i havent seen you since Avoca. Please do something! I have the video when we're doing Tequila shots and Kantao's expression is so funny <33
ZOMGOSH CHUCK FROM GOSSIP GIRL IS HAWT. He's an ass in the series, but when he gives Blair the necklace for her birthday, I melt. *swoons*
SO i think that's enough procrastination. I shall go and tackle Fourier Transforms. What a geek <3
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failure of radiobiology
pens... :)
new church
pizza & darling harbour
transformers!
hotpot
failure to say transformers!
failure to show your muscles!
Knocked up
Singstar & doritos & dip
small cheeseburger meals
Harry Potter & the Order of the Phoenix
Campbelltown Hospital Xray Department
spontaneous pneumothorax
SL/EW
Hellogoodbye!
fluro tees & 80s shorts
emo&harry
Harry's hotdogs?
No sorry. =[
x395 by myself
please dont hurt me
detour through george street to get to pitt street
dark alleyway
wrong floor. no not 31. 25!
Miracle shopping
Calpico PEACH water
fish tofu& meegoreng
wrong place for PA marker
volleyball
vickie&ammy&sandy = tourist attractions
8am transverse&longitudinal waves
5 hours
tokyo ramen
kaarage set... 4 please!
hot hot ramen! what naruto eats!
myer not MYERS.
bras bras bras galore
more pens ;]
$77.40 for paper?!?!?!
locked in car
disappointment at spam square for a sexytime. paramore <33
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| http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VE6I8vHV0MY i couldnt embed it for some reason. help please? hahahahahahahha this is hilarious. enough said i shall go study & ebay tonight :) xx | | |
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